up side down world...

2010-01-21T20:30:00.002+08:00

konbanwa!

It has been quite some time since I last updated hasn't it?
I did a couple of temp jobs and when out with my friend during my holidays.
When back to Malaysia too to visit my brother and niece.
When on choir outing and committee outing during december.
Also, watched a concert conducted by Mr Nelson Kwei with the committee.(:

That's about it for my hoildays
very boring right? x:

This year i intend to super hard for my O-levels and enjoy the rest of the year with my friends and choir members! For those who are having major examination this year I wish you people the best of luck! Let's work hard together!(:

2009-06-17T21:31:00.003+08:00

They don't seem to appreciate my effort at all.
I feel like just throw everything aside.

I'M FEELING SO DAMN PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-23T20:56:00.000+08:00

konbanwa

It happened to fast, just too fast. When we were in Batam, it seemed so far away and now it is over. I still cannot accept the fact that it is over. I couldn't really enjoy the process as it just flew pass me so quickly, too fast for me to catch it. I really hope all of this could just happen one more time, just one more time... I just want to feel it again the fun the excitement we all got through.

But now, studies comes first and I'm going to do well in it so I MUST jia you! To all my beloved choir member, JIA YOUS IN YOUR UPCOMING EXAMS!

2009-04-23T20:38:00.001+08:00

YEAH!!!

BOWEN CHOIR GOT A POLISHED SILVER FOR SYF!!!

Well done people for achieving it! Our hard work had paid off and we made an inprovement too! All in all WELL DONE! 3 cheers for you guys!

I sang my best and I left the stage without any regrets...

2009-04-19T15:49:00.001+08:00

konnichiwa...

I just came to realise that after the SYF competition most probably I might not have another chance to go up on to that very stage I used to perform on in Victoria Concert Hall. A stage that has brought to me a lot of fond memories. I have never thought of or even imagine that I would not be perform in there anymore. Tears just filled my eyes when the thought of it triggered.

2009-04-17T21:00:00.002+08:00

Konbanwa!

Can you people believe it? 6 more day till SYF!! I'm so excited! Can't wait for the day to arrive.(:

2009-04-16T21:08:00.002+08:00

konbanwa!!

I know my blog is like super dead and people is like pestering me to update so I finally found the time to update!(:

This few weeks had been super super busy. I'm juggling school, tons of homework and CCA which means less sleeping time. There are times where i can just doze off in class but don't worry I still can keep up with the things the teachers are teaching.

I making sure I going to sleep 24 hours straight after my exams cause if you people have seen the state I'm in, you would understand what I mean. Although I love bears but I don't intend to become one at all(panda).

Anyway, the day of the year is arriving very soon!!XD It would be a big early present for me if the choir is able to achieve a GOLD for SYF but it seem to be very difficult cause the chances is like 10%? It would be good if we can maintain the silver. I don't wish that my last SYF to turn out to be a disaster which means I don't want anything that is below silver and I don't want to disappoint the seniors. So people lets all work hard toward that common goal(SYF and studies) and achieve the best result we can!(:

2009-03-10T21:06:00.003+08:00

Hey if you are reading this post, I want to tell you this:

I really miss you...
I miss everything about you...
The way you would always tells me lame jokes so as to make me smile.
The way you would tease me about everything I do.
I really don't know how to put these feelings in to words...I just simply and really misses you. Ever since I lost contact with you, I have not a day stop thinking about you. It is as if I have lost someone one so precious to me. My world just feels so empty without you. If you saw this post please please contact me ok? I don't how but please do ok?

2009-03-10T20:52:00.002+08:00

konbanwa...

Tired tired tired..I am really tired ok?!?
Everyday is like go school, end class go CCA, go home do homework then sleep. Today Ms Chua came into class with the sport's day participation paper and said that everyone is to participate in at least one game. And guess what? I got the 100m girl's run. Is like what the hell, I have not run for sport's day since primary 4?!? But anyway Ms Chua said that she doesn't expect us to get into the finals but to be present for the heats as we can gain points for the class. I don't really care about it though cause I have A LOT of things to do. So if I have the time I would post again. See ya...

2009-03-02T21:31:00.002+08:00

konbanwa!

Changed a new song for the blog!(:
This song is from one of my favourite pianist Kevin Kern. The song title is Through the Abour. I'm sure everyone has heard this song before as it is commonly played. Although this song is commonly played, it never fail to touch me. There are even time where by i feel like crying when i hear it.

So hope you guys will enjoy this song too!!(:
To the people that tagged me: thanks, i will be alright de...i think...

2009-01-29T19:14:00.002+08:00

I had enough ler ok?!?!
You do what you want, I don't give a damn anymore.
Why did i join choir? I don't seem to remember.

2009-01-21T18:26:00.002+08:00

Hey...

School really sucked ever since school reopened and things in choir are not any better. Nothing is going right and I don't know what to do.

2009-01-02T20:20:00.002+08:00

Konbanwa!

It's first day of school and I'm starting to hate it already.
I wonder how am I going to survive the whole of this year...
But I'm determine to give it all I have though so Lord, please watch over me.

2008-12-25T15:18:00.000+08:00

It's Christmas Day already!! Yeah!!
But I'm still staying at home doing nothing...
This has got to be the worst christmas ever...

2008-12-24T20:13:00.000+08:00

It's christmas Eve and I'm at home doing nothing...

2008-12-18T11:46:00.002+08:00

Ohiyo!

Angry angry angry!!!! Hahas, no lar just a bit disappointed.
Surpose to watch movie with xin and jess but they couldn't make.T_T
So I'm now rotting at home! XD

2008-12-16T18:50:00.002+08:00

Konnichiwa

When to give out the invitation to the seniors. I actually walked all the from my house(kovan) to Hougang Point to meet Jing Ning and Vivien. I was surpose to take bus there de but I don't know how come I ended up walking there. I guess is probably the wind ba. It felt so nice on my face as if it was blowing away all my worries, all my troubles, all my anger, all that was on my mind.

When we finished we had a break at the a park near Chu Ping's house. Vivien did something very erh...
If want to know what i was trying to say u can go to the bowen chorale blog to find out.(:

2008-12-16T16:59:00.007+08:00

konnichiwa

I'm here to update the video of our little adventure at the Sops room during the Batam trip.

Before we when over to the Sops room, we had a little practice. Although I have to admit it is out of tune!

Then the actually thing starts!! Although is was still rather out of tune.XD

It was really hilarious man! i just can't help but to laugh!!XD
We sang until our tour leader, Ming Wei, came looking at what was happening! All I can say is 'so fun and so cool!!' XD

2008-12-15T23:27:00.002+08:00

Hey...

I don't know what is wrong or what is happening to me now and the worst part is I don't even know how to describe it. I guess there is only two word that comes to my mind now are...

scared and empty...

2008-12-12T20:53:00.003+08:00

konbanwa!

today is really tiring!!! @_@
almost woke up late for 'work' in school so I was like chonging to school. That wasn't the tiring part. What was really tiring was I had to rush to collect the laptop from the Acer's repairing company before it closes at 5 pm! My sister very kepo, tagged along with me and we took mrt from AMK Hub to Jurong East.

Didn't got the chance to sit throughout the journey there, never mind that. When we reach Jurong East, we had to walk like don't know how many kilometre to the company. Even when we were waiting for our turn to collect the laptop, there was like no seats to sit, it was like full house can? Worst of all I didn't take lunch, so my stomach was like growling from the walking. OK, never mind that. After collection, my sister was like 'Jie jie can we go IMM cause I want to go Diaso.' I was like omg!

I had no choice but to bring her there so from the company we walk all the way to IMM. We went walking at Diaso but in the end she didn't buy anything!!! errhhh!!! We were wanting to go daddy's workplace to go home together but he left for home ler so we went home ourselves. So we from IMM WALKED all the way back to Jurong East station to go home. Again, the mrt was like so packed with only one seat left and my sister sat on it.

I was like what the...
Can't you see there are more people who need those seats. I couldn't stand it and told her to give her seats to others who needs it more then her. She stood up and let an old lady sit. The middle age guy who heard what I say and saw what my sister did, stood up too for an old man to sit. I was like erm...lol?

When I reach home and took off my shoes, I saw my toes all turn purple! I was really famished at the point when i don't feel like eating so i skipped dinner as well. The entire day I was standing and walking all the way until now i get to seat down an rest. Today is truly a very tiring day!!@_@

2008-12-11T19:30:00.002+08:00

KONNICHIWA!!

I'm back from the Jubilate in Batam! Got miss me?? XD
It was really tiring but a fun and fruitful one!! So it's definitely worth it!

Day 1
We departed for Batam and when we reach there a lot of them were very tired but we when straight for practice for around 2 hours before checking in. After dinner, we continued to practice before the performaning in the opening cermony. We also started the Angel and Mortal game and my mortal was Mei fang. My room-mates were Jing Ning and Layling That's about it for day 1.

Day 2
We were woke up by Tirta's morning call and we wash up for breakfast. We had 3 hours of practice plus workshops and we found out that Zhi Yong had broke his voice on that day! XD
So now we have a bass in choir! In the afternoon we did some teambuilding and when to rest before dinner. We didn't need to perform on the second night so we sat and watch the other choirs sing. Received two letter from my angel and i send one to my mortal.

Day 3
Had sectionals for 1 and a half hours and 2 hours of practice. We had tembuilding again and we when to the beach to play games. It was a lot of fun!(:
Then it was free time because we need to rest our voice for the SYF Presentation Concert later on. Received 1 letter and a handmade dustbin from my angel. Gave two letter and a bottle of vitamin drink for her. She fell ill so I very xin tong! T_T

Day 4
Last day ler!! So sad because leaving ler!T_T
HAd breakfast and checked out. We went to the local orphanage to visit the kids there. It was the only Chirstian orphanage and the children there knew very little english so it was rather difficult to communicate with them but somehow we were able to by hand signature plus broken english and not forgetting our translator Tirta and Joyce!XD
When i first saw them, I smiled at them very naturally and easily from the bottom of my heart. It felt so natural and easy when I thought i could never do it anymore. Is like they opened up my heart. I have never felt so good in my life.
The children were very cute and very proactive, at time it was pretty hard to control them but they listen to instruction. (:
Although they don't have parent to love them but they still smile so happily and love their newly found home. Being able to see them spending their live together, having only each other, they continue to walk on their with their lives, it really makes you feel very emotional.
After visiting we when for a seafood lunch. It was very abundant but I didn't really enjoy it as i don't really know how to eat seafood. Then we when shopping at BCS. Jess, Tirta and I bought bags and they were like so damn cheap!XD
On the bus Marssa announced to us who were our angels and guesed what! Victor was my angel !XD He so cute lor. Made me a dustbin and bought me a keychain. The keychain is a food product thingy. Lastly, we left Batam and head back to Singapore.

2008-12-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

konbanwa!

Jia hao asked me to update my blog cause it's going to die ler! Hahas. I have been really busy these days with choir and about some other stuff plus lazy to update so I didn't. :p
Didn't know you would view my blog XD
Anyway, I still need to continue to be busy with the stuff that the choir are now currently at, as you guys know that we are going to batam for friendly concerts and stuff. So i try to update as often as possible and try not to be lazy to post. :P
Got to go! See ya!! (:

2008-10-29T20:01:00.002+08:00

konbanwa

Didn't blog for quite sometime because I have been really really really BUSY!
There still a lot work I have yet to do. Gosh, don't know if I can hold on much longer. Anyway, got to go! see ya! (:

2008-10-20T19:03:00.002+08:00

konbanwa!

Today was really boring, none of the teachers came. Played stress with Aurea and Nigel, Uno with Yan Boon and Sophia. Also did a student survey which I find it is unnecessary. After school, when for the meet with Mr Chua.

Although I didn't say anything during the meeting but i want to note out something here:
As a choir we have been through thick and thin togther, spend a lot of time together does that mean nothing to you guys at all? Is it really ok just to be so oblivious about what we all have gone through? Don't you guys have any feeling about? Is it really ok for all this to happen?

2008-10-18T15:58:00.002+08:00

konnichiwa

wwaaa...pain ar!!! Got really big blue-black on below my right knee! @_@ Can you believe it? I can even fall down when I am standing, how clumsy can I get? I remember once when I was in primary school i fell down on my right knee real hard causing my whole knee to become blue-black. I couldn't move my leg for 3 days. That was something I would never forget.

Yesterday after the meeting, I saw teachers discussing who should be promoted to sec 4. I very worried and scared, wondering if i could be promoted to sec 4. *Praying* :D

2008-10-14T21:10:00.003+08:00

Do you know how much it hurt me when you say that? You ought to know how well i treat you, help u when you are in need, cheer you up when u are sad and gave u the support you need when no one wants to stand by your side and yet your ignorance of my feelings and maybe even some other's just because your are in love. I'm not counting debtswith you but i only want you to know that your recent action is really disappointing. If you want it to be this way then let it be this way...

2008-10-14T17:57:00.002+08:00

Konbanwa!

I got back some of my result today. I was really shocked when Ms James said that our class only had 9 passes. But thank god I was one of them and the result wasn't bad at all. A math was ok but i expected to have done betterand it is all thanks to my carelessness. Chinese was ok as well. A bit surprise that i done better then i have expected in my paper 1. Chemistry was easy but a little careless.

Tomorrow getting the rest back. All i know is that i'm very scared and nervous. Arhhh!!!

2008-10-13T12:57:00.002+08:00

Ohayo gozaimasu mina!

Just woke up.Wait, or it should be konnichiwa. Hahas, it's already afternoon. I sure can sleep!=D
Today is marking day and i'm wondering how is paper being marked by the teachers. Oh, i'm so very worried about my result. Would I get the result I want? Would I fail the paper? All i know is I'm so very worried!>_<

Oh well, there is nothing i can do now but to pray.
By the way,vampire knight guilty is out! I just watched it yesterday. Do u know i have waited for that since like forever? finally it's out and I'm now waiting for the second episode to be shown. Oh my, i can't wait!! Hahas.
Jess, u watched it ler ma?? XD

2008-10-10T11:00:00.002+08:00

konnichiwa!

mina o genki deska?

i know my blog is dieing so i came to bring life back into it...finally exams are over! today was my last paper it was ok ba...i think...i hope i can pass my e maths cause e maths is one subject i really suck at. best is i can pass all my subject with flying colours! but dun think so ba...my e maths i feel is like a bit no hope liao...haiz...so pray hard and see how things would turn out.

i still have music theory exam to work on after this and the loads of choir practice in the holiday and i still have pal 5 camp and batam trip for jubilate 3. omg! i got some much thing to do and so little time, and i was thinking to work over the holiday....oh well, looks like i'm go to be very busy during the holiday!

2008-08-22T20:37:00.001+08:00

3 words for todae...

I JUST INVISIBLE

2008-07-05T19:58:00.003+08:00

konnichiwa

dun wan to talk abt wad
happened during the past
3 days...

brought my sis and her
friends to suntic for the
MOE excel fest...her teacher
wanted them to go and my
parents wasn't free so they
made do the work...i didn't
wan to go in the first place...
but i remembered wad he
said and ya...i took his advice...

it was real damn boring...saw
some of my primary teachers
and chatted wif they for a while
then i when and walked around
when i reached the jc's booth i
saw someone tt looks like gabriel
only tt the person is shorter then
him...and i thought he came to
the fest...hahas

came bck home around 7++ was
like really tired...feels like was
abt to break...

2008-07-02T20:00:00.002+08:00

konnichwa!!

past few days feeling a bit
crapie wasn't very gd...

but someone chatted wif me
last nite and i felt better...
we didn't talk abt anything
in particular...just some
random chats...but all in all
it helped...so thanks!=)

renee it's ok to feel tt way
not all parents no wad their
children really wan in life...
sometimes talking wif them
will surely help...tt way both
sides will understand each
other better...so ya...dun feel
depressed and upset anymore
k?? cause we will always be
there for u when u nid us!!><

2008-06-28T15:28:00.002+08:00

konnichiwa~

yesterday aft sch went to
yun xiin house...

i did my hw at her house
then we did very random
things...

yun xiin use com
jessica plapy wif a 500
pieces puzzle then i
didn't have anything to
do so i went to kajiao yun
xiin...she was chatting wif
xiongxiong then i took the
keyboard for her and
started to type craps to
him...hahas damn fun lor...
jessica saw wad i was doing
and join me crapping and
yun xiin was like
screaming away...then she
very smart she message
him and tel him is we
doing the typing...

was likedamn funny sia...

2008-06-18T20:53:00.003+08:00

konnichiwa~

today weht for audi in sch
at first was a bit nervous
but when i started to sing,it
wasn't tt bad
the judges said we sang well!!
=P

changed my blog skin liao
nice?? i even changed the
url...
so long since i had a anime
skin so i kinda chose my fav
anime...ya is rather simple
but i like it... hahas...

2008-06-17T22:53:00.002+08:00

konnichiwa!

mina o genki deska?? hahas

today woke up early in the morning
wash up and when straight to yun xin's
house to practice the song we are going
to sing on youth day...oh ya before i
forgot...we i going to sing Guardian Angel
by Cai Mei Yi

around 2++ i went shopping for ingedients
for baking muffins...
got bck at 3.45 and started baking...
when i'm done, it was alreadly 6.45
promised to bring some for yun xin and
jessica tml...hope they like it!

2008-05-14T21:03:00.003+08:00

for now i have only this to say:

i think this is going too far...
i told you before and again that
i am sorry for what i did in the
past and i know that it is partly
my fault...

When you say i love to act cute
it is actually not true...i'm not acting
cute or anything...i'm only being who
i am...showing u and everyone else
i'm only being myself...

you say i always whines and pester
people to do things my way...i dun deny
that because who doesn't want people to
do things their way? everyone does...
but do u know that i have been doing
things your way more than mine?
isit that bad doing things other people's
way once in a while?
shouldn't friends think of each other?

if there is anything that i'm doing that is
bothering you, you can tell me...i can
change...BUT is only for what is good and
benifical to everyone and not to your own
liking

what i wrote here is not to start a fight
or to be against you
i juz hope that i want to be true to you
and not lie
accept me for who i am and not what i'm
being

2008-05-11T22:16:00.000+08:00

i dunno how to express my emotion in word
or though body language

so i sing...

hoping my song would travel to them
but no matter how hard i try,

how hard i sing,

it didn't got there...

even if it did,

they pretend not to hear...

2008-05-11T00:08:00.002+08:00

konnichiwa

ok...just finish my exams not long
ago...finally i can catch a breath...
cause i have been real busy wif sch
work and cca...

didn't get to celebrate my birthdae
as usual...but there are still a bunch
of sweet friends i love so dear bought
me present...thanks guys!

2008-03-24T14:34:00.003+08:00

konnichiwa

it has been two months since
i last updated.lol. anyway the
sch's public performance is
going to be held on 5 april at
the NTUC centre,NTUC
auditorium at one marina
boulevard. time is 7pm, ticket
$15 each...if interested pls tel me
thanks...

i have been very busy for the pass
few weeks because of the performance
which is coming up next sat.
having fever so didn't go to sch todae
nth much to blog abt...

2008-01-25T16:00:00.000+08:00

konnichiwa~

juz came bck from so
stupid checkup...

got scolded for not going
last month...so i have to
go todae...

nth happen much in sch
todae...ya and i bought
my locker...wait, correction
is rent the locker...
so expensive lar...$25 leh

and one more thing,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING NING!

2008-01-20T20:09:00.000+08:00

konnichiwa~

toade went out wif my family
to AMK hub...sian

saw a few of my friends and
one teacher...really sian

the only thing i no is now i
am very tired...

sorrie...i can't bring myself
to trust u again...

2008-01-13T19:59:00.000+08:00

konnichiwa~

lol...so long nvr post liao

haiz...i got a lot of things i
to say but dunno where
to start...so i dun think i wan
waste my time writting abt
it...

BUT todae i saw someone tt
i should'nt see...YES!is tt guy
THE PERVERT ONE...YES!
IS HIM NO DOUBT....YES
IS MR LIN-LIM

i was at hougang mall todae
cause i wanted to borrow
books...and i him walking
into the mall!!!

at the first thought, i was
damn sure tt he is going to
the place where i am going
to as well...i started to panick
sia...

but still i went into the library
i said to myself 'if he sees me,
i juz pretend not to know him.
yes tt is wad i'm going to do'

while searching and borrowing
of books...i try as hard as i can
to hide so tt he has to chance of
seeing me...

after borrowing the books and
went bck home...i didn't even see
him at all...is like so heng lar!

todae is the very first time going to
the library feeling so scared...wad an
experience!

2007-12-04T17:41:00.000+08:00

konnichiwa!

ok is time for me to update!
lol...ok i no i very long nvr
update liao...

ok the taiwan trip was really
awesome...i really enjoyed it

the people there are like so
cool...their face no pimple
de!...so gd lor(ok they cool not
only because they dun have
pimple)...the people there are
really friendly(and i thought
they would be really shy) i
made quite a few
friends...people like: angel,
jessie...

i didn't like the part where we nid
to sit in the bus and the travel
all over the place...cause is like
a roller coaster ride...after coming
down the bus u would feel like
puking(which made me really feel
sick)...

but over it was really fun and
enjoyable...but if there is another
chance to go to taiwan i would
definitly go!(:

P.S sorrie for the very short post...
didn't have the time to post it=p

2007-11-22T21:27:00.000+08:00

konnichiwa!(:

sorrie lazy to update so didn't lor...

ok...actually wanted to update
yesterdae but didn't have the time
to do so...

YESTERDAE:

we had japanese students coming to
bowen and they are like so nice!!

the ladies were really kawaii!!
the guys are like so macho lor!! is like
their muscle is going to pop out of their
shirt(0pps..lol)

we had activities when we have to intro
the tradition games in Singapore. i was to
explain abt the henna painting and draw
for them as well...it was really difficult
cause i juz learn how to draw within like
2 daes?

but the japanese students said i did really
well and they like it very much...

it was quite difficult to communicate wif
them as they only understand simple english
thank goodness i understand their language
or else i no wad to do or to say...

the student oso gave us gifts and i felt kind
of embarrass cause we didn't prepare any
for them...

Saki, Kotomi, Naomi are some of the ppl i met
we exchanged email add and very soon they
had to leave...hope the come and visit us again
soon!(:

2007-10-15T17:55:00.000+08:00

say wadever u wan...i dun care...

but i wan to make things clear to u...i DID NOT PRETEND to think tt ur previous was talking abt me...and i'm NOT HELPING ivy to ask anything. did u guys noe how she knew?? she ask me 'wendy, they dun like me ar?? wad i do wrong?? i dunno wad i did but y are they giving me cold shoulders??' i juz can't stand u guys toturing her wif ur cold shoulders. tt felt terrrible do u noe??

next, i'm also definitely NOT ACTING innocent.i lied tt i nvr talk to her is because it felt terrible to not letting her noe wad u guys think of her...u guys didn't even care to talk to her abt it...do u think is fair to her?? can u think of ur actions...how u guys have been treating her...

is true tt i did not like u when i first meet u...u were so full of urself bck then...but the first half of the year when we met...but then...my hatred for u was long gone...

another thing...i am NOT ACTING nice. i have always been nice to u guys from the bottom of my heart and it is unconditionally...tt was no act

if u guys really trust me...then y did u guys talked abt tis among urself and leaving me not knowing abt anything...if i was to be able to discus tis matter u guys and voicing out wad i had to say...then things won't turn out to be like tis...

the part when i said i wanted to shake her off was juz to cover up wad my actually thoughts were...and tis is the LAST time i am repeating tis...I DID NOT SAID TT I AM PUTTING ALL THE BLAME ON TO U GUYS! i am partly to blame as well...not letting u guys noe how i felt abt tis incident...

if u guys really have trusted me in the first place...then y did u guys talked abt tis urself and leaving me not knowing abt anything...if i were to be able to discus tis matter u guys and voicing abt wad i had to say...things won't turn out to be like tis

tis is all i have to say...be it u may think i am a hypocrite...be it u may not believe anymore...i have made my stand...u wan me out of the group then so be it...

2007-10-15T10:35:00.000+08:00

dun u guys think is a bit too much?? she dun even no wad she did wrong to deserve all tis treatment from u guys. i pity her sometimes u know? she is has been treated the worst ever since tis group was formed. she has doing the most for the group, supplying us wif sweets and tissues, doing all the job we didn't wan to do isn't it? even if she did something wrong, u guys nvr even bother to tel her wad she did was wrong. u guys didn't gave her a chance to change.

and juz because of tis incident, u guys ignored her. i even thought tt u guys might even kick her out of the group.

if u guys really wan the group to be like before, then find some time to talk abt tis whole issue. if not, then tel it straight in the face tt u guys dun wan her or the both of us in the group.

2007-10-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

konnichiwa~

sorry so long nvr update...
recently juz finish my EOY
exams...

2007-08-24T14:54:00.000+08:00

konnichiwa~

i found something on
the net which i think
it is really very interesting
(look below)

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Wendy!

Wendy was originally called Cheerioats!
You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching Wendy!
Oranges, lemons, watermelons, pineapples and Wendy are all berries.
A bride should wear something old, something new, something borrowed, and Wendy.
A sixteenth century mathematician lost his nose in a duel over his love for Wendy, and wore a silver replacement for the rest of his life!
Wendy can live for up to a week without a head!
Wearing headphones for an hour will increase the amount of Wendy in your ear 700 times!
There are roughly 10,000 man-made objects the size of Wendy orbiting the Earth!
Wendy is the only one of the original Seven Wonders of the World that still survives.
Olive oil was used for washing Wendy in the ancient Mediterranean world.

Killing me won't bring back your Wendy.

Which movie was this quote from?

Gentlemen, you can't fight in here! This is the Wendy Room!

Which movie was this quote from?

2007-08-13T17:56:00.000+08:00

konnichiwa!!!

it has been a while
since i last updated
or should i say
longer then tt??
lol...

anyway...tml is
e-learning...man...
i really hate it lor
very boliao leh...
i wan go sch!!

my common test result
was quite ok lar...but i
think i can improve more

i wan to see how much i
can achieve...in studies
and cca...

2007-07-31T19:38:00.000+08:00

hi guys!!

so long nvr update my
blog liao...i no i no my
blog is like rotting liao
so here i am to update it

DOES
ANYBODY HAVE AN
ELECTRONIC PIANO
WHICH IS STILL WORKING
AND DOESN'T WAN IT
ANYMORE?!?

IF HAVE...PLS PLS PLS GIVE
IT TO ME...CAUSE I NOW
DESPERATELY NEED AND
WANT IT!!!

i really!! really!! really!! need
one desperately...hope some
kind soul would give me one!!

2007-07-11T21:02:00.000+08:00

after music lesson
i came to realised
tt i have been a
replacement
through out my life

in class i'm a replacement
within friends i'm a
replacement
at home i'm a replacement
as well...

wad is the use of me?
i really dunno...
why people treat me
tis way?
i really dunno...

i feel much like a loner
a person whom nobody
wants...

no one really cares, do
they...?

2007-07-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

todae turn out to
be quite ok...
morning to
afternoon are the
usual things...

after sch i went for
choir practice...it
was great...is like
finally after so long
we gt to have
practice again...

while i was sing
during the practice
i was looking at my
senior...they were
like so happy and all
enoying themselves
in choir...when came
to the thought that they
were leaving...i felt tt
wad would the choir be
wif out them?!?all the joys
and laugh would suddenly
become all so dull and
empty...
as i watch them feel so happy
as if like it will be like tis
forever...

tear came to my eye but i
didn't let roll down my cheek
cause i no tt it is no point to cry
over it...they will have to leave
when the time comes...all i can do
is to wish them luck and pray for
them...haiz

28/06/07
i was really happy
cause my sister-in-law
has gave birth to a
baby girl...we were
all hope for a girl and
it really turn to be one
i took a few photos
but was unable to post
them...

and sorry for not
updating for so long
as there is a lot hapening
in my life make very sad
abd confused...ya...really
sorry!

2007-06-18T16:22:00.000+08:00

todae woke up really quite late
almost late for slc...when up to
humanities room with devi and
the rest...

todae's slc was the best...like it a
lot...besides the cat-walk...the rest
very enjoyable...the talk was like
really helpful...learned a lot of
stuff from the session...

stilll busy wif the maths project
which i haven updated to maths
blog...some many things happen
in my family making me have not
much time to update it...haiz...

i miss chorale so much...there isn't
any practise tis june...haiz...

singing
is my passion...my life
something i am proud of...
something...something i love since
young....

2007-04-27T19:52:00.000+08:00

todae went bishan park
for cross-country race

wa...the field was damn
it the muddy lor...
somemore we assemble
there lor...

without fail i ran during
cross-country....last year
i was in the 13th place(top
15) tis year only in top 20
or 25

how can tis be happening?!?
i was hoping to be in top 10
lor...

haiz ya...anyway i'm not
intending to run after
tis year...

after the race...i went to
J8 with ivy. li fang. joanne.
gail. karthik. ahilan...

we went to the waterpool
to play...and it was a whole
lot of fun...

then karthik and ahilan went
home leaving the girls to
continue walking in j8...

after tt we of course took the
MRT bck home and during
the journey bck...we were
laughing and laughing non
stop...it was so fun lar....

recently studying so didn't
have the time to blog...so
sorrie...

so so so so HAPPY
tt we got silver for syf!!!

although the judging
standard for syf had gone
up...but i am still very happy
for everyone...

is because of everyone's
effort and time for tis to be
possible...and i want to say...
i lOvE u GuYs and...
cOnGrAtS!!!

2007-04-11T19:11:00.000+08:00

haiz...yesterdae night on
msn very disappointed...
he seems to trust wad she
said and not me....wad made
him believe wad she said...it
makes me wonder...am i tt not
trustworthy?!?

todae as usual nth really special
after sch ivy and i when to
hougang mall to buy some stuff
and did our hw...then we both
bought tis really neat treble clef
keychain...it was really nice...and
then we went home...sian hor??
lols...oh well...

2007-03-08T20:16:00.000+08:00

haiz...got back my results...
i failed two subjects...but i
did well for my other subject

my mother came to take the
result...when she saw the result
her face change...then in the car
my mother scolded me...she even
saied tt she neary wanted to slap
me in front of my teacher...

is not i didn't work hard...i did...
i really did work hard...i having
touch the tv since the begining
of the year...i only watched a
bit of tv..two days ago...yes i
been using the com quite a bit
but most of the time i'm doing
some reseach and not as chat on
msn...

but still i disappointed in my result
i must work as hard as before...tis
year is going to be an important
year...i can't afford to fail any
subject... no matter wad i must at
least get a pass for maths...

2007-02-14T20:09:00.000+08:00

happy valentines day everyone...
todae was not too bad...but quite
surprised...

cause usually i will switch off my
phone before i go to bed...when i
reach sch then i switch it bck on..
so todae when i reach sch...i switch
on my phone and i received one msg
from G(not going to reveal his name)
it was send at 12 midnight wishing me
a HVD...i was so shocked/surprised lor...
(dunno y lor) normally is marcus who is
the first one...it after read erm was like
happy lor...

then received chocolate from aurea and ivy
marcus came to my house and gave me VD
chocolate...not going to be rude so i let him in
(cause he ask me out but i rejected...got
common test ma) we chat a little here and
there...

gave some chocolate to my friends as well
and tis year so special lor...i first time
received jelly on VD...so unespected lor...
and is our dear friend li fang who bought
it(she bought those instead of chocolates
for some reason)...

tis year's de VD very special lor...
in any case i love all the chocolate
and JELLY very much! thanks guys...

2007-02-10T20:02:00.000+08:00

yestdae was very upset lor
dun feel so happy when i went
to sch...

then during d&t i felt
like crying(dun y i like to cry
so much nowadays)...straight
after d&t class...i walked as
fast as i can to bio lab...then
sci class mr lim suddenly ask
me to follow him outside...he
ask wad happened to me tis
two weeks...then start talking
to me saying if something wrong
must say it out...dun keep inside
...then after two sentence...i started
to cry...

then he called li fang out
(cause li fang is like my sis) then
mr lim continue wad he wad to
say...not long li fang started to cry
as well...we ask mr lim to let us go
to the washroom...came bck...i
told him wad happened...but i only
told him part of it...as i didn't felt like
talking abt it...

yes...he was rite...i was
like a balloon...water was added in
till it was going to blow...not long...
someone came wif a needle...he
injected the needle in...but it didn't
blow up...water slowly leak out of the
balloon...then someone else came wif
a piece of sticky tape and paste it on
the leaking spot...now i dunno if there
is going to be more water coming my
way when i aready filled up so much...

2007-02-04T21:44:00.001+08:00

All alone on the beach in the
middle of the night, i'm facing
huge black waves. My insides
vibrate at their thunder. Even
a ten-year-old knows better
than to be standing here.

The soles of my feet are rock
bruised from the cottage drive-
way that leads down to the dunes,
through the sea grass, and finally
to the shore.

Wind blows in my face and whips
my nightgown, it tries to hide, but
clouds cluster on its back.

Even though i see it waiting,
something's making me walk through
the flying sand and wind-spun fog...

2007-01-29T20:17:00.000+08:00

i dunno wad's wrong wif me...
i can't control myself...my
emotions...is like so not me...
having to be in tis state for so
long and still have not recovered
from wad he had said...i feel so
stupid...juz because of tt one
word he said...really makes me
feel so like wad he said...

and todae i even found out tt
i'm a person wif no confidence
in myself...i knew wad i was
going to say...i knew wad
actions i was going to do...
but when it came to my turn
i couldn't make myself to do
it...i have to pause for awhile
to tell myself to do it...even
my friends helped...in the end
i screwed it all up...

should i face it?!?...was wad
he said really true?!?

2007-01-27T19:57:00.000+08:00

morning had tuition then
did my hw till afternoon...
revised till evening...now
blogging...

the whole dae i was try to
numb myself by doing things
trying not to think of wad
he had said...wad everyone
had told me in the past...so wad
if i can numb myself in dae...but
at night there is no diff lor...i juz
can't help think abt it...

2007-01-26T20:24:00.000+08:00

todae...erm..ok lor
nth much lar...

first two period science
mr lim talk and talk
ask for files and all...
some ppl is really very
bad lor...make mr lim
ask and ask...haiz...

then d&t...finally mr koo
came bck...we have aready
missed at least 5 periods
of lessons wif him...haiz..

last 3 lessons is science
again...went to lab
then jasper got scold
(not going to telling y)
ya..then didn't some kind
of experiment then did
the lab book...

after sch...li fang wad go find
mr lim so went to stuff room
li fang went find mr lim i went
to find ms james to hand up
some of the paper ms james
asked aurea n me to collect
after went to mr lim's table
to join li fang and ivy...

mr lim nowadays keep telling
the class 'guys..dun let other ppl
influence u by saying u r stupid..
u r useless' and stuffs like tt...
i no he is hinting me...
but i pretend as if i dunno wad
he is trying to say...
haiz..dunno wad's wrong wif
me lar...a lot of my friend has been
telling me i not like the usually self...
dun smile anymore..i no is not like me
i no tt i'm always the one who
will be smile every morning
to sch and all...
but now i dun...doesn't mean
u all have to keep reminding
me i'm not myself...

2007-01-24T20:09:00.000+08:00

todae after sch went to find mr lim..
help my friends to hand in the science
pratical book to him...
then after tt he talk to me...
he said tt tis few days i have been very
moody...then i was like dunno wad to reply
so i shut up...

if mr lim can tel it...means tt is very obvious
is my feeling over spilling for everyone to see?!?
wad can i do to stop it?!?

2007-01-22T21:53:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry but then
i really REALLY had enough

y after the trip u changed
so much...y all of a sudden
u stop talking to me...questions like
tis has been whirling in my mind ever
since the carol ended...then now...is like
we r strangers..walked passed each
other we didn't say 'hi' or anything...
wad gotten into u...u r not like tt person
i use to no...if u insist on staying tis way..
then throw away those momerris i have
wif u...if u dun wan it...then i will also
throw away those memorries...there
is no point in keeping them when u dun
cherish it...

2007-01-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

chinese class:
boring...

math class:
erm...ok lar

recess:
sucks...

history class:
noisy..noisy..noisy

math class:
whole class got scolding from normala
asked to stay after sch

lifelit class:
ms james didn't come for the first period

after sch:
whole class got to stay back
1.30 to 3.40(in my case cause i got choir pratice)
rush rush here rush rush there
then had choir play dae
fun..can say enjoyable ba

2007-01-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

If only for an instant
I could see your face
It would fill my empty spirit
With wondrous life and grace

As I watch, and you unknowing
I love you from afar
I can see your face is glowing
Underneath the brightest star

In a great majestic palace
Of 'forever' do I wait
And not once feeling callous
To the outcome of my fate

Forever will I want you
And forever you will you be
A memory of something true
That wasn't meant for me

I'll see you standing there
And want you standing here
But always loving from afar
And never very near

2007-01-17T20:07:00.000+08:00

.receipt of our donation.before tearing.

.after tearing.

.new creation of mcfurry.
.close up.

todae so sian lor...most of my lesson de teacher didn't come...didn't do much lar...read book and all...then went to hougang mall wif ivy...btw the mcfurry consisted vanilla ice-cream, oreo, chili and tissue paper..

2007-01-12T19:44:00.000+08:00

i have notice tt u have been behaving something like a ghost drifting around me for the pass 2 or 3 day...you no i'm talking abt u...is very obvious lor...i can sense u want to tel me something...but is ur character tt is stoping u from teling me...pls dun let ur character stop u from teling me...cause wadever u say matters a lot...cause it might be a part of my character u think is not gd and niid to improve...or sth else...so the next choir practice maybe u try to find a chance and talk to me or sth...juz dun leave it unsaid...ok?

2007-01-09T21:31:00.000+08:00

dunno y tis few days feel so ' xin ku '...everytime come home bath liao...then lock myself in the room...dun wan eat dinner...sometimes i even all of a sudden scream my head off and my mother thought i was crazy screaming for no reason...at night is like mostly is cry to sleep de...feel so terrible lar....cassandra u might think the reason is ' u no who ' but is not...is my own problem got nth to do wif ' u no who '...arhhh...if this goes on i'm really going crazy soon...

2007-01-08T19:42:00.000+08:00

todae got choir...before i went to choir is like i have around 2 hours lor cause choir stsrts at 3.30...since i have nth better to do...i might as well do my homework...i pulled out my maths and finished it before 3.30...ya..and during choir we 're-learn' the mamamia cause some of them still dunno how to sing the song...some haven learn how to sing...ya...and J(we will call this person J) dun have the score to the song...so he went asking around to see if anyone wan share score wif him(a few things happen to us and i not sure wad isit oso) when he came asking me...i gave him my atitude...as the same time i keep my cool...if u are reading tis...tis is one of the few things i wan to say...

I'M NOT UR TOOL...AND DEFINITELY NOT UR TOY TO PLAY WIF!! U COME LOOKING FOR ME WHEN U NIID ME...WHEN U DUN NIID ME U JUZ INGNORE AND PUT ME ASIDE...WAD DO U THINK IF U WERE ME...IT HURTS LOR...A FRIEND WHO TREAT U LIKE NOBODY...NO ONE LIKES THIS FEELING OK...U CROSS THE LINE...I HAD ENOUGH WIF U!!

i was having such a nice dae and yet stuffs happens...

2007-01-03T18:53:00.000+08:00

read below..i find it very touching...

Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Choose--me or ur life
Boy: my life

The girl runs away in shock and pain,and the boy ran after her and said...The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.The reason I don't want you is because I need you.The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.The reason I chose my life is because YOU ARE MY LIFE.

2007-01-03T17:34:00.000+08:00

yeah!! todae first day of sch...lolz...so happy finally i can go bck to sch liao...when reach sch...couldn't find a single table at all...then i went to look for ivy(cause i saw her on the way to sch)...i told her no there table so we sat at the table where the ncc room is...then she took out the presents tt we promise to give each other(plus aurea and li fang)...she gave me her's and i gave her mine...ya...later on li fang and aurea came we exchanged our gifts but aurea forgot to bring her gifts for us...then we all open our gifts...ivy gave me a very nice box wif a mirror inside(thank you ivy!!)...li fang gave me a very nice bear paper holder(thank you li fang!!)...

flag raising then when to hall, after tt is form teacher's period...we greeted mr lim(for ur info mr lim is still our form teacher)...then we now got 45 student in our class...4 new student...then we got to intro ourselves mr lim started wif jonathan...haha...the way he intro himself is very funny lor...then i was me...i was like dunno wad to say lor...intro halfway bell rang...it was recess..

i dun wan say the canteen lar...it sucks...after recess we continued the form teacher's period...mr lim annouced tis year monitor and monitress...stupid lor still the same jonathan and me...wadever it is i still can't do anything...then gave out timetable...when i saw taking maths...i wan faint lor...maths is miss normala lor...grr...dun really like her...

after tt is d&t then chinese...chinese teacher was my co-form...ok lor...he not bad lor...

2007-01-02T19:55:00.000+08:00

.iFuture.

.me and my sis.

*my artwork.nice?*
.my sis artwork.lolz.

*exhibition guide*

todae when to iFuture...

it was so cool down there(tt wad i think)...

but todae chin chin can't come wif us(so sad)...

it's really fun there...

when escape wif family

2007-01-01T23:27:00.000+08:00

todae when escape wif family and one cousin(chin chin)...since my sis and cousin didn't been to escape so my father promise them to go todae...i myself didn't wan to go...but the thing is tt chin chin beg me so hard and my sis keep draging out of bed to go escape...so had no choice but to go...when we reach there...we went on rides and all...but chin chin wasn't tall enough for some rides so she had to wait for us...(chin chin if u r reading tis...must proper meals everyday k? so u will go tall tall...next time we go again k?(: )...my sis was like siao lor one ride after another(can't stop her de)...then my sis suggested in going into the haunted house...i was like huh? can dun wan anot?...even though singapore's haunted house isit tt scary...but dunno y i didn't wan to go...chin chin said she didn't wan to go so my sis and dad went in...awhile later dunno wan got into her she was like pulling dad out...dad say tt she was scared...i was like dots lor...ya...and saw one of my friends there oso...tomorrow going iFuture tomorrow...yeah!...wanting to go there so badly lor...hahas...can't wait!!(: ...one last thing...wishing everyone out there

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2006-12-30T23:39:00.000+08:00

i think something fills up inside me, like water filling a bucket. it fills me up so much, i'm afraid my feelings will spill over for everyone to see...but i don't wan to show it to everyone...wad should i do...

2006-12-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

i pray to god tt everyone will be blessed by him and to stay happy always...
have a very merry christmas everyone!!

2 more days to christmas

2006-12-23T19:49:00.000+08:00

so fast...it's almost christmas aready...juz 2 more days away...lol...so far i received 2 present...one from joan...and one from grabriel(u really gave mii a huge bomb...lol...)...ya..a lot of my friend ask mii tis question...'wad u do want most for ur christmas present?'... and todae i will answer them...'i'm a very simple person...i dun ask for much...but a warm smile will do'...ya and tis is my answer to u all... ;)

the trip to malacca

2006-12-09T15:11:00.000+08:00

gomenna...so SO long nvr post liao...2 days after i ccame bck from malacca wif the choir...got a horrible headache...now got fever...so sick lor...ok stop talking about my fever...my purpose here is to talk abt the malacca trip...

Day 1
ok...day 1 wasn't so bad...woke up very early...didn't eat breakfast...daddy brought mii to sch...surprise to see so many ppl when i reach sch...thought the gate wouldn't be open at tt time...lol...aboard the bus...i was very tired...but couldn't sleep...i was like half awake half asleep...then change bus...inside the bus was like damn cold lor...jocelyn and fionna touch my hand and they say my was REALLY very cold...then i ask fionna if i could change sit wif her to see if is warmer behind...then reach there warm up practice practice...at night was the opening concert..

Day 2
didn't sleep well...like first day...half awake half asleep then got flu...during mass singing(in the morning) mr foong did some warm up...there was a part where the alto surpose to sing low...in state of of sing lower...i went and sing the soprano's part...so embarrassing...then did sectionals and all...workshop wif mr arwin tan...went shopping at jusco(so sian lor)...at night was the friendship concert(bowen chorale performing)..

Day 3
flu gt worse...warm up...workshop wif dr wong(so fun lor)...then workshop wif mr joshua...then warm up again...at night masterclass concert & closing party(bowen chorale performing)..after our performance...tt thing in my neck started to hurt(stupid mii..for gt to bring the oilment)..it was hurting like hell lor...and gomenna for making everyone worried for mii...after whole concert there was a party held at the guy's apartment...didn't do much there so went bck to my apartment...bck up and all...then someone rang the door bell(it was jessica)..she ask mii to go to dorin's apartment wif her...reach there...saw everyone laughing and laughing...they dunno say wad the sparkling juice de cork looks like mushroom...and all...some were lame some were very funny...someone even laugh untill 'tui ruan' lor...

Day 4
last day at malacca...only had 2 hours of sleep...so was very tired..ya..then pack up, clear the rubbish and all...then we check out...then we went on a malacca city tour...hate the tour guide...talk talk talk non-stop...couldn't have a sleep on the bus..then when shopping at other shopping mall(4got the name liao)...for 4 whole hours lor...then bought a few thing...then went bck on the bus lor...very soon i slept...when i woke up everyone was like looking at the photo mr chua took...seriously speaking...they were taken very badly...=x

one last thing...tis is for my angel...'my sweet angel~...i love u!!!'...thanks for the cake jocelyn sis!!!

i had great fun wif the chorale over there...i suddenly felt tt i didn't no the ppl well in choir...but after tis trip...i start to no more and more of them...and tt feel so great...ya...i think i will end here ba...talked to much...lol...till here

gomenna...jia hao

2006-11-16T21:46:00.000+08:00

sorrie sorrie sorrie...and a sorrie x100 times...lol...yesterday couldn't walk wif u...i konw every year we both always walk together de but yeserday is got some small problem then cannot walk wif u de...hontoni gomenna...forgive moii??

the performance at VCH

2006-11-14T19:43:00.000+08:00

todae was the performance at VCH...i woke up at 9am...so late lor...actually i slept very early yesterday night but i couldn't sleep...i toss and turn the whole night...then i finally slept around 1am++ ba...i was to meet li fang outside the sch gate at 9.50am...i niid at least 1/2 hour to reach sch...i rush here rush there...and i made it in time to meet her...but li fang was the one who is late and she was still slowly walking to sch...as she walk she was oso counting how many step she nid to reach sch....haiz cannot blame her lar...old liao ma...lol...

when we reach the music room...there wasn't much ppl...the funny thing was tt lile forgotten her gown when she was coming to sch...i was surprise to hear tt...oh well...sometimes ppl will always forget to do or bring something...

on the way to VCH...everyone was very 'high'...and all but the air-con in the bus was very cold...
when the performance start...the choir in other sch was sugoi na...hontoni sugoi!!...but when it was our turn to perform...it turn out to be a disaster...haiz...then on the bus bck...giolinni talk to us abt wad can we do to improve the way we sing...and as he spoke...i felt a great disappointment from him...i can understand how he feels...cause mii myself has been a chairman of a choir before...is not easy at all...so wan to do my best for the choir and for giolinni...and i hope the rest has the same thinking as well...

tomorrow is the performance at VCH

2006-11-13T19:54:00.000+08:00

looks like my blog going to rot away soon liao...lol...so long then update once...cause during the holidays nth much to do ma...

tomorrow got a perfprmance at VCH...niid to bring a lot of thing lor...and we niid to put on make-up...u wad?...most of my cosmetics is at my brother's house(which is in malysia)...and those i'm holding on now is almost finsh liao(thanks to my mother)great time lor...then yesterday went vivo city shopping...so i went and bought lip gloss and blusher...foundation my mother there still have so i use her's for now...and i am blur enough to forget to buy eye shadow...arhh...then todae oso dun have the time to go and buy...how??...

hapPy birthDay Jonathan!!

2006-11-08T19:19:00.000+08:00

hapPy birthDay Jonathan!!!

hope u get good grades for ur o level next year...and be as cheerful as anyone in the world...lol...remember to smile always because when u smile...u look so MUCH better then that 'ku gua lian'...=p

wif lots of hugs,
wendy

Gomennasai...so long nvr update

2006-11-07T19:17:00.000+08:00

gomenna...tis few days(or isit weeks?) not in the mood to blog cause a lot of thing happened...and oso tis post will be very short too...oh ya...thank you jonathan and li fang for reminding mii to update...todae went for choir practice...then come bck home and now sit in front of the com typing my lastest post...lol...nothing much happened todae and to talk abt so...i think i will end here ba...hehe...bye bye..

last dae of sch...haiz

2006-10-26T18:49:00.000+08:00

aiya...last dae of sch ler...time flies so fast...haiz...i find tt my first year in bowen very memorable...met alot of new friends...and they are great ppl!!...oso know quite alot of teachers...i remember tt my first dae of sch...i was damn blur de lor...dunno where to go and the sch was damn big...jocelyn and joseph were the first ones to reach out to mii...to help mii...but now when i know the ppl and the place well...i find tt the ppl here are very friendly and kind...and the sch doesn't feel as big as before(it was actually much bigger then my primary sch)...and now i have been promote to sec 2...so fast lor...haiz...got bck report book ler(haven show my mother yet..lazy..lol)...dun even no if the '4 gal gang'(ivy, aurea, li fang and moii) will still be to gether leh...cause mr lim say tt some ppl might be tranfered to 2a1...but then i wan to tel them tis...I LOVE U GUYZ!!... we ppl has been through a lot of situations...and we still stick together like super glue...(lol)...been there for each other...i'm so touch...(lol...so dramatic)...

ppl like...jocelyn, jonathan, joseph, fionna, lile, layyen and louis(including the chorale members) has been a great help to mii...they have been encouraging and listening to my worries through out the year... i wan to say big thank you and give u all a great big hug!!!...

oh...i almost forgot..congratulation to those ppl who has been promoted as president, vice president, secretary, treasurer, wardrobe mistress, welfare officer, web master/mistress, notice board i/c, choir pianist and last but not lest the sectional leaders in the bowen chorale...

I LOVE U GUYZ !!!

2006-10-20T18:53:00.000+08:00

there are a lot of great ppl out there...jia hao(best childhood friend of mine) & jonathan(the one currently now in choir)...i think these two has quite an impact on mii...

jia hao is a person who is mix very wif all his friend...he is kind, caring, gentle to all, love to joke a lot and well know by his friends...no him since nursery(i actually didn't no leh until he told mii lor)...we went nursery...went to the same primary sch...but now his in another secondary sch...and is so far from my sch...haiz...even though we are in a different secondary sch...we still contact each other...through phone(rarely)...and msn(most of the time)...he is someone i can tel him anything and sometimes he will do something(like tt recent incident..which i am not tel) just to please mii(i am so touched)....i'm sorry jia hao...u should no wad i mean hor...lol...and i love u as my very best friend!!!..lol..

jonathan...is a person who dun really mix very well wif his friends(to those tt he doesn't really no well)...his is a very quiet person oso...to mii i think in his own way...he is a very caring, kind and heart warming...he gives mii tis mysterious feeling(dunno y leh)...bottle things to himself and he knows wad a person wan without anyone telin him(tt is wad think only!)...dun really no him very well(i no him around five months or so...forgot liao)...but then i will try mii best to no him more...cause we are all friends...and friends will always try their best for him/her...they will be there for you...

there are oso some great ppl out there to...example:jocelyn, lile, fionna, giolinni,ivy ,aurea ,joseph, li fang and many more!!

i am so lucky tt i found such great friends...to mii...god has bless mii wif friends tt anyone would treasure...i love u guys!!(includin those i didn't mention...in short it means everyone i no!)...

ahhh...my fever didn't went down but went up instead

2006-10-18T17:18:00.000+08:00

stupid stupid fever...i have it more then a week...now it got worst..temperature went up to 39.1...and now flu and cough join in....wth...i went bck to see the doctor...and he gave me a some medicine(not the usual ones)...and he said tt if the temperature doesn't drop...i niid to go to the hospital...am like so dead...wad to do now...haiz...i dun wan go hospital...somemore my parents still dun i sick leh(i dun usually tel my parents when i'm sick)...haiz...

todae gt bck the result...haiz...every subject i did well...BUT...stupid stupid math i totally flunk it(i nvr get gd grade in math...and sometimes i fail it)...wth...y isit everytime is maths i will always fail or juz pass de...haiz...

y...y??!!

2006-10-17T19:58:00.000+08:00

i hate u...I HATE U..T_T...y...y isit tt u always hide ur pain in front of mii...y isit tt whenever u smile at mii tt i get tis feelin tt u r hidin something from mii...y isit tt i can't share tt pain wif u...y isit tt u will always makes ppl worry about u...i seriously no how it feels like...when u wan to forget tt past of ur's...but the only is tt u juz couldn't forget it...it juz keep comin back...juz like a nightmare...u wouldn't even open the grate to ur heart for mii to enter...to let mii comfort u...to let mii help u...i feel so useless...i can't even share tt pain...even if u treat mii as ur 'mei mei'...isn't a brother should a least tel his 'mei mei' something...so tt she can be there for him...

but i am going to make tis straight to u...no matter where...no matter when...i will sure be there for u...and pls stop makin mii worry for u...pls...T_T

we gt bronze in the debate!!!

2006-10-12T19:31:00.001+08:00

~inter-class debate 2006(sec 1 NA) winner~

lol...todae so happy...my class got bronze in the debate...and i happen to be in the debate team!!...the above pic was take at home...actually i did not no tt my my class gt a bronze...lol...(in debate team oso dun no...so silly of mii)...jonathan was the representative of my class(as no wans to go up...anyway mr rahman call him to go up)...lol...the best speaker was sebest(correct spellin is sebestian..but i usually call him sebest)....congratulation sebest!!...u dun speak very well in english in primary sch...but now u did great...i told u before de...if u put in effort...u can do great things...so happy for u sebest...keep up the gd work...one more thing sebest...i wan to see u be promoted to sec 2 hor...lol...so happy...

stupid...still havin fever...38.3...it went down a little...stupid...i hate fever...very troublesome lor...this cannot do...tt cannot do...go crazy ler...

ahhhh...i have a fever

2006-10-10T18:52:00.000+08:00

die ler...got fever...i was sure tt when got i headache after recess i was feelin not well...haiz...y when having exams then got fever...haiz...38.9 leh...shock lor i thought is only a slight fever...nvr expect it was so high...aiya...dun care lar...fever fever lor...

=.='''

2006-10-09T20:18:00.000+08:00

gail todae came late to sch(as usually...not suprised)but todae mr lim didn't come to sch so jonathan took the attendance...when he finshed markin the attendance he didn't see gail in class so he mark her absent...then when lfelit was abt to start gail came into the classroom...then tell jonathan to mark her attendance...but jon refuse to...then he tell gail she can go home le since he mark her absent...(haha...wad was jon thinkin) and oso jon give the attendance book bck to the office...in the gail's attendance was mark as absent and jon didn't change it...lol...

then in lifelit class...gail was scolded by lifelit teacher(our dear ms james if u do not no) wa the class was damn happy lor...she didn't hand in the e-learning assignment and then ms james brought up the handphone matter(in case u dunno...her handphone got confiscated)..she was pretty harsh on her...

half way through the lesson...she called aurea and told her something...u no wad she tel her??
she told aurea tt if li fang keep sayin her she will call her brother come to sch and look 4 her...walau lor...she anyhow say de...she doesn't even have the evidance to proof tt li fang was talkin ad abt her...wth...wad a crazy fellow...

reply to li fang(our dearest friend)

2006-10-04T15:29:00.000+08:00

aiyo li fang...u miss understood us ler...li fang dun u realize most of the tome during home-econ class u and aurea always together...both practical & theory(i'm the one being pang seh)...and we relize at tt particular lesson u seem so werid...then we ask u wad's wrong u dun wan to tel us...and we thought u angry wif us...so we went on doin our work...then after home-econ u nvr wait for us so we really think tt u angry wif us...then we ask u if angry wif us...then u say nth...after tt aurea suggested tt since u say it is nth then treat it tt nth has happened...so pls dun think tt we pang seh(we will nvr pang seh u)...u are part of the 4 gals gang...and if u r out of the gang we will shao yi ka le..jus like a cat lost one of its foot...u will always be our dearest li fang...

wad a werid & scary dae...

2006-10-02T19:47:00.000+08:00

todae werid werid de...li fang to dae a bit siao siao de...through out the the dae...li fang was not like her usually self...is not only i notice it...the rest of the 'four gal gang' notice it...tt the name mr lim gave us since the four of us(ivy, aurea, li fang and ur's truly) are always together(which is very obvious...lol)...she usually talks quite a lot...but todae she so quiet lor...but from lifelit class onwards she was bck to normal...or should i say a bit to normal...she was like goin a bit 'crazy'(from wad ivy and aurea had told mii)...but dun really no the details lar...but is gd tt she went bck to her usually self...

wa todae damn scary lor..after lifelit class...i went straight bck home...as i was i the lift...suddenly the lift jerked and stop halfway at the 8 storey...then the lights when off...it was quite dark as there wasn't much light...somemore i was all alone in the lift...i actually stood blank..and didn't no wad to do...then i realized tt in the lift there is an emergency bell and i had my hp wif...then i quckly took out my hp and called for help...after which...i pressed the bell...i was struck inside the lift for 1 hour...i dun believe it lor...but it was a relief tt i was been rescued out...wad an experience for mii..

is tt GAIL AGAIN...

2006-09-28T19:30:00.000+08:00

walau...tt gail stupid one lor...gail is no longer the monitress ler...and she come here and 'steal' my job(as monitress)...todae mr lim didn't come to sch(he say got course)...then the co-form come to help take attendance(she very even take attendance lor...she ask jonathan lor)...sudenly
li fang call and look at gail then i was like...huh?...y is she countin?...she not the monitress wad...then i look at jonathan he face damn black lor he
look so not happy abt wad gail is doin lor...when she count to us li fang so call 'scold' her...below was the conversation:

li fang: wei gail...y u countin...u not monitress wad...

gail: wad i do??...is mdam sumaya ask mii count one!!!(shoutin)

li fang: she ask the monitress to count lor...not u...u r not the monitress...

gail: wad's wrong wif u??...fine lar...ask wendy go and count lar...(shoutin)

then she walk away sayin 'FUCKER'
wth...she like tt scold li fang lor...li fang was talkin to her nicely she shout at her lor...then in the end i count and give the the attedance book to the office...haiz ya...

then after we sch we went to ivy house to revision...but in the end we end up slackin most of the time (but gt study lar)...lol...

todae dunno to be happy or sad...

2006-09-27T19:27:00.000+08:00

haiz...the mood of my went up and down....todae mr lim was very angry with the class...and tis time really think he gave up on us...he is such a great teacher...the type teacher who will protect us...the type of teacher who will care for us(not like some teacher who would only shout)...the type of teacher who nvr gave up on us...who will be there for us...even if we were noisy and all...but todae the class made him lost hope on us...y 1A2...y???...he treat us like princes and princesses(tt wad he said n i believe it)...y do the class have to mr lim lost hope on us...1A2 can u wake up a not???...the greatest teacher has gave up in us...y do ppl only realise tt they treasure sth/sb when they lose them...y can't we treasure it before we lose them...mr lim if u r readin my blog now tis is something i wan to tel u...mr lim...u r not wrong...u r not wrong at all...u did wadever u can to protect us...is we didn't treasure it...mr lim pls dun give up on us...we really dun wan to lose such a good teacher like u...on behalf of the class...we would to say sorry...sorry mr lim...pls dun lose hope on us...
then ltr on mr lim gave out the GADE 1 MUSIC THEORY TEST RESULT...i was like so scare i will fail lor...then mr lim said tt there is only 3 passes...i was shocked lor...i was thinkin how come only 3???...then he call the 3(in register no.) frist was rosema...i was like omg...how come li fang they all nvr pass(except aurea cause she gade 2 liao)...i was oso thinkin aiya i will not pass lar(but actually wantin to pass so badly)...then mr lim called my name...i was so surprise lor...nvr expect tt i would pass lor(damn happy lor!!!)...the last person was takuya...my father say tt tis type of thing waste time and waste money.....somemore he say i no talent in music(so he thinks tt i wouldn't pass)...but he's wrong really wrong lor...i pass ler...and when i show my father the proof(the cert)...then he look here look there and he gave mii bck...and didn't say anything...diao..werid de lor...not a single praise at all...so bad...but nvm...cause i no niid quit choir ler(as i said before i will quit choir if i fall the test...but i so dun wan to...cause i love choir too much...if u have read my last few post) and me myself happy is enough ler...no niid of any praise oso can de...

dunno wad to write for title

2006-09-26T20:12:00.000+08:00

arh...today tt GAIL ar damn idiot lor...act cute in front of mr lim...and when she talk to mr lim the voice also act cute...stupid lar...in front of teacher only no how to act cute...in front of us(as in the class n her other friends) only no how to shout...cannot say nicely meh...behaving like guy...omg pls...u're a girl u no tt...act so manly in front of us...dun talk abt her she makes mii sick...todae mr lim praise the monitor(tt's jonathan) and the monitress(ur truly) tt we did a great job as monitor and monitress...yeah!!*clasps*...but i think tt still i can improve myself somemore...i will denfinitely do moii best(of course in eveything i do too)...todae oso found tt the table there still gt ppl write abt mii...anyway as i said and i will it again I DUN CARE!! WRITE ALL U WAN...I DUN CARE!!!

i dun give a damn care anymore!!!

2006-09-25T16:57:00.000+08:00

T_T i dun care ler...i reali dun care ler...write all u wan....i dun give a damn care anymore...write all the vulgarity u wan abt mii on the sch's table(and tis is not the first time)...but i wan to make something straight and clear to to whomever is writin all those vulgaritys on the table...I didn't write 'gail sux' on the table....IS NOT MII...and wad did i do wrong to make u all write those words on the table...i dun gt it u no...i reali dun...i had nvr offended anyone...i didn't do anything wrong...y do u ppl think is i who write it...maybe is because tt i hate gail...but tt doesn't mean tt i would be tt stupid to write it...i dun care ler...write all u wan...but inside mii...i no tt i didn't do it is enough...TT_TT

nobody knows...

2006-09-22T21:19:00.000+08:00

no one konws tt i'm shedin tears inside...no one konws tt inside my heart is dripping blood...pools of blood...is startin to flood inside...no one can reali tell tt i upset...tt i niid someone to lean on(please is not bgr)...tt i niid a hug sometime...i reali dunno wad to do sometimes...i'm sick of it...reali i'm...bearin all the pain...not lettin them out is so paintaking...having to bottle everything up is very tiring...i reali dun wan to be tortured like tis...TTT_TTT

finally is over...

2006-09-21T19:45:00.000+08:00

thank god finally the world animal dae thingy has come to an end...for the mc thingy i did fine...and i played the role as a leader of my team well...but the one thing is tt the walkie talkie tt i have to take was not workin properly(so i have to shout)...so it was quite ok lor as very thing turn out to be fine...but after the whole thing was over my thoart was hurtin badly...reali bad...then i quickly drink a lot of water(cause ltr gt choir) as the teacher was talk abt wad core value thingy(no use one so i nvr listen...) but no use no matter how much i drink...i thoart still very pain...then when teacher let us off...li fang and i went to wash our hand...then we went up to choir...when we enter the music room...i was shock to see tt mr foong was testin every single one(gt to sing alone) to find out there u r not reali gt in...and help u improve on it...i was like so dead how i am goin to sing...so more my thoart was was like very pain lor...not long it was my turn...i told myself i can do it...pain will go away as i sing(but is not possible for the pain to go away as u sing) mr foong played a tune and ask mii to sing it out...i tried singin...but my voice juz wouldn't come out...then mr foong say i nvr try to sing before i start sing...i tried...i reali tried...after my turn was over i told fionna i will be i the toilet...and i quickly went out and ran toward the toilet wif tears streamin down my cheek...i stayed in the toilet a whlie cryin...not long jocelyn, jonathan, lynette an fionna came lookin for mii(if i not wrong is them who went lookin 4 mii) then they found mii in the toilet cryin...i'm such a failure...TT_TT...such little things oso cannot do...i wan to say thank u to the 4 of them as they went all the way lookin for mii...specially jocelyn aand jonathan(they did something which i'm not goin to say)...i feel so hopeless...TT_TT

i'm tired...i'm really tired....T_T

2006-09-18T19:45:00.000+08:00

i'm tired...i'm really tired...i dunno if i can hang on any longer...i tried so hard to make myself more visible...but still no one sees mii...i really tried everything tt i can...maybe is tt i always look so strong and happy in front of everyone...till they dun even discover the true self tt is hidden inside mii...tt they nvr see tt inside my heart is dripping blood...tt pain tt inside mii there is no other words can truely discribe it...even up to tis very moment...no one has seen it..no one...TT_TT ...

21 september ' 06 is world animal dae!!!

2006-09-15T21:17:00.000+08:00

tis is the first time i am celebratin world animal dae...very excited lor...mr lim is in charge in.....and each classes(sec 1's)will be putin up a booth in the hall and for 1a2...is special we not like the other classes sellin things we gt to form teams to organzise the sec 1...cool isit...me lim has to choose a leader for tis whole thing...at first he chose mii but he chose mii to be monitress...so give the position to li fang...he also pick out a few ppl to be in the commitee...they r...aurea, javier, jasper, eugene(dunno the spellin correct a not), akim and moii....each of us will gt a team...and be in charge... my team will be lookin after dogs(i love dogs) from the animal therapy...oh ya...there will also be a fashion show...u all cannot miss it...aurea and i...r the mc...for the fashion show(the main mc is li fang and other boy(dunno how to spell the name)...everyone is well come to the carnval...so be sure to come down and have fun!! see u there...^^